Sai Baba - Seema Dewan's Letter of 3rd May 2011

God is omniscent,omnipotent and omnipresent..........The energy of God pervades all of this universe.............

Every speck........every atom is born from Him.....remains in Him.....and returns to Him.This is the law of existence and all beings and nature follow the rule.

Whatever form you love Him as.......it is through that form He shows himself to you. Pure unconditional love is the bond between atma (soul) and Paratma (God). He exists as Universal Consciousness and in it He has placed the Word of Truth

and whoever is able to even receive a tiny bit of the sweet honeyed love in that truth basks in bliss.

God is in the heart of every soul. Prayer is a voice of one's self that speaks to the depth of ones soul.When love for the Divine preceeds all other desire......then from that comes a two way conversation in which ones conciousness asks and one receieves in vibrational energy the answers in which are revealed Higher truths............

You can call God by any name that pleases your heart..........For example if it is Jesus you love then the subtle form of Jesus shall come to you and guide you.......love you and fill you with bliss........... 

As a young child of four even before I knew of Baba I started my inner communion with God...............I could feel His love for all of His creation in every cell of my being. I could feel His presence whether it was a temple..........mosque or church.

For me God was one love..........one truth............one Mother for all.....

Of course each of you have felt that love silently in your heart............I am no different from you............Most are silent about their love...........I too have loved my silent communion with God until Baba asked me to record it and share it...........

only so that you are able to realize that the inner voice of God is the same in all souls............

From the age of eight Baba entered my life. My prayer to see God in a human form was answered.............I have had 36 years of blessed experiences with Him both at the physical plane and spiritual...........He is more Me than I can ever be......and He guides me in the smallest requests I make of Him......He is always there.....He reminds me when I weaken.....He encourages me when I strengthen....He reminds me that my life is for Him........and that all His children are His.........

" Record all your inner conversations with Me", He had said to me.........."They will benefit mankind one day". This was in August 1990. Of course I did not know what to record for I conversed with Him all day.....

By 1992 I was married ...........in 1995 I visited Swami with my husband...........He blessed me many atimes that trip...........and asked me to return with my children............Of course as soon as I returned  I came to know that I was pregnant with twins. 'My twins" He would often refer to them as..........On June 12th 1997 I started the book"Sai Darshan". I would hear profound truths while asleep.......while awake.....while cooking......while cleaning.....while caring for the children....His work had started for me and all day I walked with a pen and paper.....I did not want to miss any of this............

In September of 1997 I visited Baba for 11 days.. He blessed the manuscript outside in the darshan 11 times....twice He   poured vibhuthi on it. He also called our family for an interview and asked me to leave the manusript with Him.

I did not even have a copy of it for myself. I thought to myself "If He keeps it thats okay too.....it is His work".

However the next day He sent it back and I was called to Mr. Chiranjeevirs office to pick it up. Baba had returned the manuscript and inserted with it a pen!!!! A message to write more...........

That's how my writing began.....several interviews followed.....and Baba asked me not to go anywhere......"Stay at home......write .....and take care of children" That is what I have done from the past 16 years......In that I have receieved 9 books completes and 5 are in the works...........

I do not in any way claim that Baba speaks THROUGH me....He resides in my heart as much as He does in yours. He speaks to you fom within as much as He speaks to me.....Whenever I would cry at my interviews with Him

He would say, "Why are you crying.....I am going home with you.".....He is with you .....with each and everyone......

With His permission alone I have recorded all my inner conversations.....He has poured his grace.....how can I keep that all to myself.............it becomes my duty to share it.....

I apologize to all those who have thought that I claim that he speaks through me........I HAVE NEVER CLAIMED THAT....NEVER WILL.....I have only shared my precious moments with him that I receive from within.............

I have done this because Baba asked me to and it gives each one the insight to go inward and receive Him...........

My intention is not to hurt.....nor to earn fame.....I am a small ant that still is learning to love in the purest way.....and your devotion for God...helps me to be fulfilled........... 

I will not from now on share my inner expereinces with Baba on any emails......It is creating unnecessary misundersatnding that is leadind to gossip...........

This is the time to be silent in prayer..in Selfconfidence and Self awareness..........

I extend my love to all.....Baba is with you always....and He always likes to see his children happy.....My prayers  for each of you............

I will continue to write as books.....

Seema M Dewan