Nisargadatta on Consciousness
Visitor: This Consciousness is like a screen, and I am the screen.
Maharaj: "Understand what I say without concepts; adding new concepts. Now go to zero concepts. There are many spiritual seekers whose aim is to acquire sufficient merit to reach a certain place, such as Heaven or Vaikuntha. I have had no aims except to find out. I was not aware of my Awareness, and suddenly I became conscious that ' I Am'. Where and how did this Consciousness arise on me? That was my inquiry, going back to that state when the presence of phenomena was not there. That is original knowledge of the original Self. So, I went back, tracing this original Self, and I reached a stage where I wanted to know what my state was before this Consciousness arose. That is the destination which I have reached. Brahman, Isvara, God, all these are names given to the Consciousness when it is conscious of itself. If you have properly understood this knowledge, what will be your position at the moment of so-called death? It will be watching what is happening. This Consciousness is no longer conscious of itself. That state cannot be described. It is called Parabrahman, the Supreme Absolute, but that is only a name for communication purposes.
This line of inquiry started when I noticed that from the moment one wakes up until one falls asleep, one is very busy doing something or other. What is it that compels us to do these things? Because of what does this go on? Then I came to the conclusion that it is my Beingness, the fact that I am conscious of existing, which is working throughout the day. That was how my inquiry started.
In the body the indwelling principle is Consciousness. Abiding in Consciousness, it became all manifestation. Now transcendence of Consciousness has also occurred. With the appearance of
Consciousness, the Absolute knows it is, 'I Am'. This is the experience. There are other experiences now, in this time factor, but experiences are gradually dropping off, including this primary experience ' I Am'. It is only the Consciousness that is going to disappear, the Absolute is always there".
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